So, I have obviously been out of touch lately. I finally moved.....in with Drew. It is only temporary until I can find another place, and it is not going too well. Things are not going well between us period. But I will post that soon. For now, I thought I would tell you about my day yesterday, with a few minor details from the recent past that added to it.
So if you have read my previous blogs, you know that my ex is a psycho freak. He has a new "girlfriend" (I wonder how long she will hang around, not getting laid) and she apparently is quite good with guns. My ex and her shared with my boys (both under the age of 10) that she is really good with sniper rifles, she had training, and could shoot mommy from a mile away and nobody would ever know who did it. She proceeded to tell them about Mach 10 rifles and 50 caliber pistols that she shot as well. Then my older of the 2 boys was on the internet and wanted to see what these guns looked like, so he began to google them. His dad put a big halt to that - good, right? Not so much. He told them that he could not look that stuff up on the internet, because when something does happen to his mom, they would come looking for him. Newsflash dumbass - they already will. I have a restraining order against him, which he has violated a bunch, he has gotten arrested twice for violating (should have been more), he is on probation, there is also a no contact order, and I work very closely with the police and report everything he does to harass us. Recently, he has also fucked with the gas line to Drew's house, turned the BBQ on, which exploded in Drew's face, and has been stalking us non-stop.
So Sunday, we took the kids for a walk, and of course, my ex drives right by with 3 minutes of us leaving the house, and as soon as he realizes I saw him, he speeds away. I, of course made a report, since he is not allowed to be that close to the house, and he was clearly watching us. We live in an area that he would never come to, except to stalk or harass us.
Needless to say, I have been more than a little stressed out.
So here we get to yesterday:
I get the kids all off to school. It was a shitty schedule in the morning, being as that my daughter got to be at school less than an hour before a doctors appointment, but hey, an hour of quiet time, is sometimes very much needed!
So I go out to get in the car, and realize that I have 4 flat tires. Accidental? Not likely. I am already running late, so I quickly go air them up, go get my daughter, and one was almost completely flat again. I also had to pick up my son because he gets out too early, and her appointment was going to take too long. So I go pick him up, go re-air up my tires, (of course had to go to 3 gas stations to find one available) and go to her appointment. We walk through the door, only to hear "her appointment was rescheduled for next week". WHAT??? So, we go back to the car to find a tire with air escaping quickly. I decided to just take it Les Schwab right then. I Walk in the door, with a ton of L.S. receipts in hand, only to find out that I have been deleted from their system. This was not coincidence. My used-to-be best friend is now best friends with my ex, and her BF was a Les Schwab manager. However, they were nice, fixed my tires, and I was on my way. I took my daughter back to school, then took meds to 2 others that I had forgotten to give them in the morning (where 3 people said "you do not look so good", "you looked stressed, and "are you ok"?), and started to go home to take a breather. Not so fast. My youngest tells me on the way home that when they were playing ball on the playground, 2 boys told his brother that they were going to get a shot gun and kill him. Ok - phone in hand, I called the school and demanded that be dealt with. I will say that the principal was amazingly efficient and effective and did her job well. She even complimented my older boy at how observant he was since he had to pick them out of pictures, and my youngest at how fast he told mommy what happened. :)
Unfortunately, the principal called me right as I had just fallen asleep. uugghhh! Oh well, atleast she dealt with it. By then, it was time to get ready to go pick up the kids and take them to their counselor. It is always joyful to hear how they love their dad so much, and can not wait to see him again. As much as I hate that, I will continue to let them feel how they need/want to feel about the douchebag. Anyway, we got home about 6, I fixed dinner, we ate, and right as they are going to bed I hear "mom, I forgot to do my homework". UUGGHH!!! I simply had nothing more in me. I replied "not my problem, I will get you up early in the morning - good night".
I am so tired, stressed out, and really need a break.
Thanks for reading :)
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
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